Flying
its the 23 rd of february and a whole lot has happened to me this year, already ! lows n valleys, falls n stumbles.I ve basically surprised myself, I went down the low road,did stuff I am never proud of, but now am seeing me through….
When it happens like this I am always back stronger than ever…. Retreat!
Navigating business wise, burying my head in em books, feeding my mind with what’s right and guarding my heart against evil, am not perturbed how shits turned, visa, monies and an unassuming lady I just met, turned rejected, lost and through….
I couldn’t save my life if I wanted to, so here I am in all of my knowing, human non the less, a cowardly excuse, i take responsibility for but theres more ahead than a 7th fall, so here I rise on a clarion call, I know just who to see me through…..
been ages I blogged on here, wish I could do better. January 1st came and it was a good start to another year moreso it started on a Sunday, only for my president Goodluck Jonathan to spoil the fun for Nigerians by announcing the removal of oil subsidy.
In my opinion the subsidy shouldn’t even exist but for the degree of corruption in this country, it does. I support it be removed but not at the expense of the public, the president can’t face the perpetrators but would easily give the people the bitter pill to swallow, it’s incredible what goes on in my country. The people want Goodluck Jonathans head which is fair lol but I don’t agree because he is not the problem per say, he has for the period hes been in power shown he is far from a leader, he just lacks the quality of a leader Nigerians want and he has totally failed in managing this situation, so people are all out for mass protests taking a cue from the Arab spring.
I don’t even like to talk of the insummontable corruption In my country, it’s overwhelming and It’s so funny. No one ideology or talk can summarize it, I d like to stop here….sick
So I woke this morning feeling like a blog or something before I start my days round of work. I hardly blog or write, which honestly I wish I did but I just find myself not. One thing I find irresistible to blog or write about the most is Love. I ve found that Love is what I live for, harmony is my essence, to be honest I don’t why am made up this way but I guess like most other human I am… However my experience n quest for Love has been I can say spelt backwards (LOL) evol. I have a big heart, I find myself being love to almost every person I meet, strangers and friends alike, largely I don’t think I decided to be this way I just find myself this way.

Today and right now I wish I wasn’t the Loving person I am, because it’s been one hell of a discovery lately. I am often misconstrued and misunderstood and when I try to make it right, it’s like fuel to fire. I just find myself making things worse. If my love can be unconditional like God’s maybe I wont come to this point but man am human. I met a girl lately and we soon became friends, I somehow became a close confidant, I was happy to help, days and weeks passed by… now I feel I ve left her off much worse and nothing I can do but stay away (hurts). I decided to love a fair lady back then and I went on for a couple years, just being there, (toasting) hoping (lol) watching (lol) but I guess that gets boring and you can only get rejected. I ve been rejected and I can’t say it’s nothing cus again am human and brother man it hurts (lol)
I find Love to be eternal, she taught I was obsessed. Love is always being there, she taught I stalk (lol), she’s has one she loves, I hope the best for them <—- thats love, thats me still wishing “em” well (lol) Love is evol and fuck it blogging isn’t my thing!


